Here I am exposing my inner most thoughts and feelings to the world (or anyone bored with enough time to find the site) but I'm not sharing these thoughts and feelings with him, the one person I should be sharing them with.
As PW kindly pointed out, I'm probably not saying anything on this site I wouldn't say to my girlfriends, but am I writing things down of a personal nature that I haven't said to K? So is it unfair of me to do this, many think of their blogs as a diary - its kinda how I view mine, but this is very much a public diary, so if its public to the world, shouldn't it be public to him?

Ahhh PW - you make questions flit through my tiny brain, I love you!