Lost confused and looking for Inspiration - Stage 2

I keep reading about "the joys of motherhood", but the last two or three days have been pretty much pain and tears (Dylans Diary reveals all the gory details). Im snapping left, right and every which way at almost everyone, especially K - who is responding by not talking to me.

I'm getting so much contradictory information from everyone and feel like Im running in circles, wailing in confusion.

Added to this, the telephone line at the caravan has been cut and the site owners are being complete gits and saying that we will not be able to get it reconnected - WAHAHAHAHAA!