Lost confused and looking for Inspiration - Stage 2

Jo came to visit today, she is just one of those people who infuse me with love and encouragement. Sol, her little boy, is just full of smiles and giggles. As she stood holding Dylan cooing and rocking I was awed by her confidence, one day I too will be this way!

She said something really special which set me to to thinking. Life at the moment is all about arms and who is holding who. "I have in my arms Dylan and I should be spending all my time protecting, loving and holding him. K should have his arms around Dylan and I, he should be spending his time protecting, loving and holding us and then there is our friends and family who circle K, Dylan and I, protecting, loving and holding us safe".

Things seem to be clicking with Dylan, I'm feeling kinda confident today, still sitting on my bouncy ball because things down below are UNBELIEVABLY painful, but other than that things seem to be coming together.