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Lost confused and looking for Inspiration - Stage 2

Friday, May 06, 2005 at 9:29 am

Roses and apologies!!!

Please don't shout - I know all I'm probably doing is banging a nail into my left foot and running round in circles but...

K turned up last night with roses - red and yellow (manipulative git) and eyes full of sadness. He apologised, said he had been wrong, said he knew he wasn't trying, said I was anal and a nag - but cant deny that, said he would try harder, said he loved me...

and I...

...I said ok.

This morning though I've got this song going round my head:

Shut up and drive
You don't know what you're talking about
He's not the one
You ought to know that by now
You've got one of those hearts
That keeps changing your mind
Your heart has a way of making you stay
So shut up and drive .
Don't look in the mirror
He might have that look in his eyes
The one that's so strong
It strangles your will to survive
He's mastered the art
Of looking sincere
His eyes have a way of making you stay
Don't look in the mirror.
I'm the voice you never listen to
And I had to break your heart to make you see
That he's the one who will be missing you
And you'll only miss the man
That you wanted him to be
Turn the radio on
To drown out the sound of goodbye
Blink back the tears
Show me you've still got your pride
Just get yourself lost
In a sad country song
Those guys that they play
Know just what to say
Turn the radio on.
I'm the voice you never listen to
And I had to break your heart to make you see T
hat he's the one who will be missing you
And you'll only miss the man
That you wanted him to be
Shut up and drive
Don't look in the mirror
Turn the radio on
Get out of here
Shut up and drive
Shut up and drive
Shut up and drive
My main problem is I don't get my license back till July!!!

Blogger Briggsy said...

Permission to ask a nosey question ?

Did the flowers cancel out how bad he made you feel the day before ?  

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Blogger Shannon said...

Owww Briggsy, you hurt - honesty does though doesnt it!

No the flowers didnt make the bad taste go away, but they did make me think "he's trying", which is actaually really pathetic but where I am right now.  

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